Trust me, I know how hard it is to lose people you cared about.

"Sometimes you strike out before you make a home run. The only thing you can do is stay in the game."

-Elizabeth Parsons


SO, yesterday I opened up to a friend. I don't open up on a daily basis, so this surprised me. But I had to get so much off my chest. Before I exploded. So I sent my friend E a e-mail. Because I know if I didn't. I would have flipped out over the course of the next few days. Gosh, Do I want to post the email up on this blog, but it would hurt people and I'm not into blogging to hurt people. Not my deal, okay? Maybe some other folks will. But that's them and their attitude.

The e-mail took forever to write, because I started writing about everything that happen in these situations. And I think the thing was, that I was scared that no one would understand me or criticize me for the way I feel. & I can't go for that anymore. It's hard as heck.

E undersood completely where I am coming from, I wish I could post her e-mail on here, too. But I'm glad that I can keep it between just her & I and not worry about the drama for posting an e-mail, from the people who read my blog.

After, E & I texted and I told her that I will do something that I am kinda scared of. I deleted and blocked a few numbers, emails, facebooks , and whatnots. The people won't realize and the thing is I don't care about what the think about me anymore. I got God, Family, The few friends I love, & Dom. So life won't be that hard.

Thanks E! For helping me get this off my chest and helping move on from the people that I've been allowing to drag me down. :)