I haven't udapted in a couple days.... I know I'm sorry. I'll get back on my A-game :) So LIFE is kinda stressful... But it can't rain forever.

So Happy that Spring is here (: April sh

So Happy that Spring is here (: April showers bring May flowers, I think that's how it goes.

What I drew at the New China Buffet, ca

What I drew at the New China Buffet, can't you tell I miss Dominique. :(

My fortune cookie (:

My fortune cookie (:

March 27th,2010 is last my day at 1720 Rusk Drive. This really was the icing on the cake for a day that was really just not so good. I'm tried,frustrated,pissed-off, and I just want to cry. I am tired emotionally,physically, and mentally. I need sleep & I need a hug. I've cried three times today. This is rough. ): I just want to give up, but I know that I got to stay headstrong.. I'm frustrated with people. & Pissed-off because I didn't want to leave this place. This is/was my home. I'm use to moving because I'm a military brat, well used to be one. But this was my HOME. I can't say anymore.

My chick BAD (:

My chick BAD (:

At the mall with the besties (:

At the mall with the besties (:

Pretty crappy day. The mall was great. But....Idk. I just want my boyfriend to hold me. Their's moments when I need him. & this is the time I need him the most. I'm counting down the hours till I see his face.
But let's try not to focus on tht too much. I don't want to cry.
Liana, Ally, & I clicked today. I swear we burned like a million calories walking the mall today. Hahh. But they had a cookie :) I didn't :( We were complete STALKERS today of this guy Ally wanted a picture of. And I must say, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED, Woot Woot :) And we tried on hats and I danced ALOT! And the funniest part, was these guys asked us, " ya'll look lonely". Ewww. LMAO. One of them was wearing(well looked like his mom's house slippers.) Lol. Liana almost choked on her drink! Ally was like laughing too hard! I couldn't breathe! Now that's fun (: Then we parted ways. Liana dropped me off at Wal-Mart. But on the way their we we're jamming to 107.7 fm & 98.3 fm. Singing and dancing tooo hard !

So I'm at the gym sitting in the Sauna with some chick. I feel proud of myself :) I've been coming steady to the gym & I never really stick with something... & I'm proud :) Heck yeah . I came today with Christian & Kayla & Her friend. Her friend was funny & I feel bad for forgetting her name I think it started with a C though. Today is going good so far. Woke up too EARLY! :) And gave my mom $60 & That was easy. But I won't give anymore money out. Nada, no way. It's just how things are going to be right now. Oh well. (: I'm proud of myself for making that decision. Actually I'm very proud of myself. I'm starting school soon, got a steady(but not a perfect job), and I'm surrounded by some good people. So far, life is going AHH-MAZINNN! Today is my day with Liana & Ally. I'm totally stoked. Just a day with my two bestie's. Woot Woot (: well I'll update this later. I'm out.

Well.... Today was... Well it had it's ups and downs. Mostly ups, but still some downs... Woke up around ten-ish & starting texting :) Charles came over and I worked on my page and we listened to the entire Dane Cook Cd!
;Then I headed to work & LIANA came to see me. It made me feel very SPECIAL :D We picked out heels, clothes & what-not. & I talked about my down issue of the day. She helped me :) & Got a cute toe ring. Haha & We talked about going to the Mall & Jay's soccer game.
I actually got home early tonight & called my baby right when I walked into my room and jumped on the bed and listened to his voice :) we joked, laughed, and played around it was AHH-MAZINNN :)
& now i'm just watching Jay Leno, even though I miss Conan O'brien. :(
Well I'm out.

Since high school, I'VE been trying hard to keep OUR friendship on a steady base. But Today, I realized that I can't and won't try anymore. I'll let you come to me...
I don't want to type about this anymore.

At the beach with my love

Imperfections equals beauty :D

Beauty is an imperfection about yourself, maybe your double jointed or maybe you have a gap. Maybe you have acne, like me. Or maybe freckles, a mole, or a enormous nose. Beauty is about being unique and gorgeous all in one.

"In your name I find meaning" Lifehouse. I absolutely loved today. I spent time with some amazing people, got some prank calls from "dorky" people, and had a darn good workout (:

I've got a new bestie/gym buddy, introducing Miss Liana Rose Alejandro. Woot (: i understand her & she understands me. It's hard to find people like that these days. & I can trust her. Thank God. So now I can add her to my list of Great Friends:Dominique, Rebecca M, Rebecca B, Samantha, Cj, Christian, & Liana. Those people are my close friends. And they each hold a part of my heart.

So they gym was Fun. We laughed & joked about the skinny guys who come to the gym and try to "BULK UP". And SSG Moore told Liana that she needed to add 50lbs to some machine she was doing. Then he asked me if I felt like the machine I was on was really working. Lol. All these questions demands from SSG Moore. But it was funny. & The lady in the yellow skirt. Oh Lord bless her sense of style. (:

After the gym, I went to see Kayla at work. I gave her car "heather" directions on how to get to the gym. Lol.

Now I'm home, listening to John Mayer's, "dreaming with a broken heart" while I'm in the tub texting. I know electricity & water. Bad idea. Well I'm out.

March 24th,2010 was SO beautiful & sunny :) woke up around ten-ish in the am. Shower felt great :) Then Dom came over & boy, was I looking great for my baby (: Then we watched two movies, "Fighting" & "Observe & report" . Woot woot. Then gym with Liana & Christian. Liana is such a sweet person :) we had a really good workout. I'll write more later.

My wondeful boyfriend came over today... We talked things out & everything is much better :) I love how we can work everything out and not lose each other in the process :) Then we went to Sonic for lunch; he had a burrito & I had a club sandwhich. Yes, yummy... Then we watched, "He's just not that into you". Haha. I related our relationship to the Jennifer Aniston & Ben Affleck's relationship in the movie. :) It was very interesting. Then Dom told me how to spit game. Bahaha. But I'll never "spit game". Lol.

Work. Hmm. I had fun making fun of things with "Double U" aka (Whitney Brooke). Lol . We made up dumb nickname's, talked about an old lady, and how she wanted to give me gum. All those our "inside jokes" people... :) Then I was in the back hanging clothes forever. When I say forever, I mean FOREVER :/ & We were so busy. Mary & I didn't get out in the time we expected. But it's okay. Oh well.

Later today. I heard that JUSTIN BEIBER is coming to the Gwinnet center in Atlanta :) Woot Woot :) & Yes I'm getting a ticket :D I'm totally stoked! I called Dom. No answer :X But Charles and Becca picked up . Yes :D But I had to switch girls day to sunday. I really hope I get to see her. I miss my first High School friend :X but i'll pray :)

"my.heart.is.drenched.in.wine" -Norah Jones.

This morning I decided to wake up to her voice instead of John Mayer's. Very weird for me;But I wanted to try something different. I slept; but not to well. & i cried myself to sleep. I know I'm complicated and I have SO much on my mind. But I can't tell anyone. Because I'm the person EVERYONE else comes too.

Blah. Today was ridiculous. Horrible. I tried. I hate when my feelings overtake my actions. It's not good. But I can't help it. I overreact and freak out. I don't know how to fix it. I hurt myself & other people close to my heart.

So Here's my apology:
I don't mean to flip out on ya'll. I never do. But I want to feel my way. It's not good. But I promise I'll work on it. I can't stop crying when I'm hurt. But please forgive me :)
-Lacy.

Tomorrow will be better. I know it will. Even if I am not feeling well. I still will try.

Tiger Woods: Okay. What you did was wrong. But I think people are taking this too far. Can't they let you and Elin handle it on the your own. It's seriously not the publics business. I hope you and your wife can handle it......

Cheating is DEAD WRONG! But it's no one else's business except the people involved in the situation. It's annoying to turn on the tv or read a magazine and all you hear about is CHEATING! It's not right but it's not the world's business. Gosh.... Do people not understand that!

Quite irritable. Is the way I would describe my day. I just let everything get to me which is not good. My whatchamacallit is here. So I'm not a happy camper. Ugh. I lost my cool a couple of times. I just need to pray.

It worked !

Trying to see if this works.... Hopefully :)