"Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself."

So I haven't been on in awhile ; I'm sorry about that. So much has happened in such little time -- I have had some bad moments ; & good moments --;* But I think overall I'm better. I can be a bitch sometimes & hurt people |but| it's a guard I put up to defend myself ; sorry for that ! But I can't help it --> because I don't want to change myself. I added and deleted friends on facebook ;* I may regret that one day & I blocked people .